Yola readers! It's 2am in the morning. And i am still lingering around the cyberspace clicking on to chinese songs to fill up the silent environment. Having the room to myself tonight! (Y) Everything went great past weekend until it came to Sunday after dinner. Continuous embarrassment and clumsiness. Out of so many, i better write down only one. Which is, yes, i fell down when i was entering the apartment with my things around. I have no idea if anyone is looking but i hope none. Knock my leg bone over the pavement and it hurts so badly right now. Also continue being clumsy the next morning, forgetting things and brought the wrong things to class. What happened to me? I don't know. Just hope it's not a curse. I don't wish any of it to happen again. NEVER.
Went for a car ride with a friend of mine and we had a really long chat after so long. I love car rides! He had his story poured out and me, sitting by listening and trying to make him feel better. Then it came to my mind, about how people treat him. As we all know, every human is not perfect. Not one. We need to be tolerance. Some people may seem so hate-table but no matter how they are them. We can't change them. That's just the way they will be. Don't comment about them, if you really just don't feel like answering them, try distan-ing urself or maybe you can just try ignoring. Treating them like shit hurts them a lot. They just sometimes want to be part of us. Just welcome them.
I care for people around me that i love . I really do and i will try my every way to please them, be there for them, listen to them, help them or even do anything for them. As long as my effort is worth it. Now that i think back, how many people will actually be there for you when you need just one. Or maybe, how some people treated you back after you, giving in effort to be there for them. I really will care for people around me, but please, do not take me as someone who you just need to dump your sorrows to. Please, do not take me as someone who you only want me when you need someone. Please do care about how i feel too? Please, treat me as a normal person?
It hurts much deeper, that all you talk about in front of me is pretty girls, hot girls and etc. But when it comes to judging me, all you did was giving out that *eww face*. All i just want to say, God created me, in His eyes, i am beautiful enough. Insulting me is equal to insulting His creation. Please, open up your eyes, don't hurt people around you? Please? Just always be there for them, or listen to them. Not dump them away when you don't need them. Thanks. Sincerely, Janice.
Went for a car ride with a friend of mine and we had a really long chat after so long. I love car rides! He had his story poured out and me, sitting by listening and trying to make him feel better. Then it came to my mind, about how people treat him. As we all know, every human is not perfect. Not one. We need to be tolerance. Some people may seem so hate-table but no matter how they are them. We can't change them. That's just the way they will be. Don't comment about them, if you really just don't feel like answering them, try distan-ing urself or maybe you can just try ignoring. Treating them like shit hurts them a lot. They just sometimes want to be part of us. Just welcome them.
I care for people around me that i love . I really do and i will try my every way to please them, be there for them, listen to them, help them or even do anything for them. As long as my effort is worth it. Now that i think back, how many people will actually be there for you when you need just one. Or maybe, how some people treated you back after you, giving in effort to be there for them. I really will care for people around me, but please, do not take me as someone who you just need to dump your sorrows to. Please, do not take me as someone who you only want me when you need someone. Please do care about how i feel too? Please, treat me as a normal person?
It hurts much deeper, that all you talk about in front of me is pretty girls, hot girls and etc. But when it comes to judging me, all you did was giving out that *eww face*. All i just want to say, God created me, in His eyes, i am beautiful enough. Insulting me is equal to insulting His creation. Please, open up your eyes, don't hurt people around you? Please? Just always be there for them, or listen to them. Not dump them away when you don't need them. Thanks. Sincerely, Janice.
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