Patience

I realize there is so many thing in this life that i need to learn to be patience. Even though it takes a whole limitation in me. 

Patience, in tolerating with people. Not all. Some. It literally needs me to breathe in and out before i start talking to them. 

Patience, in handling every single one of the truth. Ive always wanted people to speak the truth to me. I mean im glad enough. But some, because they dont freaking care about you (more to the reason because i aint their pretty little angel), they tend to go over the limit in saying it. Once, i ask a guy to listen to a recorded cover and he the first line thay came out of his mouth was 'wtf, is it you? Sucks!' And i said no it was '..(which was the pretty little angel to them). Straight away they said 'omg! Really! Damn! Lets hear it again. Its actually not bad.' And i went like 'wtf?!' Societies these days, looks boobs ass. 

Patience, in trying my best to smile to someone who have bitch around about you behind your back but still as fake i front of you.

Patience, in getting what i want because i know God never leave everyone behind. 

Patience, in staying here. This place. I dont like it anymore. 

Patience, in changing. And grow stronger every single day because i can only trust myself right now. 

Xoxo. Nights.