Giving in day :)

So i guess pictures above roughly describe what im feeling today. Ever since i came over, i hardly find the smiling side of me. I mean i did, but i guess it won't last. Well, life. People tend to screw it up. I should actually admit i tend to cry a lot most of the times because that's probably my way of releasing. Instead of finding for one very good listener. Well, ive been trying so hard to stay as strong as i can for very long time (minus the time i cried for supp paper), and not broke down tat easily. I guess, its today, i broke down again.

Let me tell you one thing, i probably hold back for too long already. I was being judged, being talked, but all i ever probably did was not to care. Hi guys, let me tell each and everyone of you out there one thing okay? You can tell everyone around you to not bother about what others said, but have you ever thought of those who are being judged every single day? Do you know how long they've already stay strong about it and don't care? People ave feelings, and can you please understand that sometimes it is just not their choice to be that way? Can people please please stop judging? I know, people still wouldn't care of these lines being repeat like how many times.

I just want to pour it out, to tell you guys, instead of judging, be there for them, and support them. Try to understand them more? Try to understand why is it that they want to be that way, will you? Those that stay strong for so long, will get tired too. Don't ignore them. Don't make them the last choice. Why can't people just don't choose? Just because societies chose the outer beauty nowadays, does this mean that those ain't that beautiful outside are being left aside? They also have a voice that trying to reach out to be heard. They also want to try to be part of the society to shine, but why can't people don't judge and give them a chance? If you have nothing nice to say, just say 'thank you for trying. can't you?' Is it very hard to do so? NO ONE wants to be treated in a harsh way. With this,  i end my post. PLEASE, stop judging? Will you?