It doesn't seem to me a new year because my semester still haven't end except for the countdown moment. New Year to me means, assignments due date and finals are near. As university student, we ALL know how one semester is quite stressful when it comes to the end of it because of assignments and finals. As planned, i'll stop complaining and whining about how my day goes or the stress am actually walking through because i think everyone is just going through what i am going through just different way. I have a very slow brain who have to catch up with those ordinary brains or smart brains to finish up things. Thats when i either get 'yor! Slow leh you!' or 'Faster faster!'. :) I understand, in this point of time, people want's to finish things and just get done with things.
Each semester get tougher, and even tougher for person who have slow brain like me. I promised to myself that in 2014, ill stop complaining and keep walking through it. I just needed extra strength to pull me through because i tend to break down more often when i can't even get simple things done in given time. I tell myself, it's okay to get negative feedback or rejection, it's just part of life, and be strong. How do i tell people, i have a very slow brain? Will people understand me?
Spent my new year, rushing through assignments and getting things done. Not to forget, mending broken relationship because 2013 have put me through too many ups and downs. I pray that this year will be better and no more, NO MORE dramas. I am just gonna lay low and be where i am just finish what i have to say goodbye. Writing this with a very bad headache definitely makes my brain think longer. I haven't had a perfect one full day rest every since i came back from hometown looking for internship. People start asking 'Jan you sick? , Jan why you look so down? , Jan, you okay? , Jan, stop being so stress.' I am sorry guys, i have slow brain and weak body, so i am just tired. bare with me. :)
Time for me to rush another assignment. Here you go readers if i havent had the chance to say this 'Thank you for reading. Happy New Year. Hope you have a blessed year ahead. Sorry if i have hurt you in any way without realizing. 'Im sorry' might not be able to mend things but i still hope to be forgiven. 2014 may seem like just another year, but i definitely hope you will have a wonderful year ahead! If i tend to make mistake again, hope that you won't give up to show me what is right and what is wrong because human make mistakes. Written sincerely by Jan.'
Love, Jan
Each semester get tougher, and even tougher for person who have slow brain like me. I promised to myself that in 2014, ill stop complaining and keep walking through it. I just needed extra strength to pull me through because i tend to break down more often when i can't even get simple things done in given time. I tell myself, it's okay to get negative feedback or rejection, it's just part of life, and be strong. How do i tell people, i have a very slow brain? Will people understand me?
Spent my new year, rushing through assignments and getting things done. Not to forget, mending broken relationship because 2013 have put me through too many ups and downs. I pray that this year will be better and no more, NO MORE dramas. I am just gonna lay low and be where i am just finish what i have to say goodbye. Writing this with a very bad headache definitely makes my brain think longer. I haven't had a perfect one full day rest every since i came back from hometown looking for internship. People start asking 'Jan you sick? , Jan why you look so down? , Jan, you okay? , Jan, stop being so stress.' I am sorry guys, i have slow brain and weak body, so i am just tired. bare with me. :)
Time for me to rush another assignment. Here you go readers if i havent had the chance to say this 'Thank you for reading. Happy New Year. Hope you have a blessed year ahead. Sorry if i have hurt you in any way without realizing. 'Im sorry' might not be able to mend things but i still hope to be forgiven. 2014 may seem like just another year, but i definitely hope you will have a wonderful year ahead! If i tend to make mistake again, hope that you won't give up to show me what is right and what is wrong because human make mistakes. Written sincerely by Jan.'
Love, Jan
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