#295

Blehhh. Checked my post to finally realize that my spirit of updating blog wasnt published on time. Mehhs. Blame ze inzernet. How the hell, did i manage to post on dayre and blog in a day? Oh well.

Who careslah. So! I would like to share another post from elitedaily. *drumrollssssssssss* the difference between experience and mistakes!

Read read. Dont be lazy, (i know you just secretly skipped it right?) :p just kidding. Its just something i find it quite true. 

Anyway, i went to visit patients today! With another colleague lah. So damn happy *flying like a retarded bird* because ive been wanting to try all this as i want to brush up my communication skills. Hopefully by the end of my intern, im not afraid to meet people and spontaneously talk to them without being afraid that i say something wrong. 

I shall find a full picture and ask you if i look like a doctor to you. *secretly laugh* because so far ive been mistaken for doctor twice now. Dayummmn! I thought i look like a ummm primary school kids. I wanna brush up my dressing skills lah. 

So today, i officially went to work and realized that i was being used by another department stupidly. Why? I found out that i was asked to do the work that someone else is lazy to finish it up. Im an intern. Yes. So what? I can help. Sure. But not being used! I can help you if you have overload work to be done. To come to work being informed by another colleague that while im trying to finish your work, you're playing games and listening to youtube. Dude, before you resign, you still get your mofo pay! And the pay you get is to listen to youtube and play games? While i sit there trying to finish the overload work and only get a VERY little amount of allowance? Mind me, but FUCK YOU! I have zero tolerance in this kinda shit. Its like using me as a slave rather than teaching me something beneficial during my training. 

I thanked God for the awesome bunch of colleagues i have in pr and marketing. Yes sometimes they might have a little too much gossip but as long as i dont get involve i am very happy. They helped me A LOT. I mean it, that make me love, (yes i meant love) to come to work everyday. They are entertaining, they know the amount of work i should do in regards of the allowance i get, they never give up in teaching me again and again how to handle things at work. Best of all, they are caring and they will never never put you into unnecessary dramas. Now i font feel like going back to the uni because of them. 

My favourite bunch of cray cray colleagues. I wish i could stand up for other intern-ers that got used and do not have anyone else to understand them. 

Dear sir/madam/companies/boss/pak cik/mak cik/tuan/puan/mr/mrs, 

There is a reason we are here. The reason we apply to be intern in your office. I repeat, apply INTERN, at your office. We dont mind at all how much allowance we got, but we are here to learn. We are here for a reason! IF you treat us as a 'slave' and you dont teach us nicely, how are we going to learn? Later, you blame us for not being smart enough at real work life, or so dumb in working. How are we going to learn if during intern, (a time for you to teach someone what it is in working life) you dont teach us nicely. If you are here to treat us as someone who do all your nonsense job, then better no need. There is a difference between asking an intern to rush finish your unfinished report than to willingly teach them how to write a real report. (Been there done that). Sincerely, an intern. 

Glad enough that i am just voicing this out through frustration and i am currently not being angry anymore. If not i probably type it all out in capslock 'on'. Also glad enough that now i am in a better workplace. So, i can smile with joy. 

Till then, hope you had a great day. Love, Jan

End it with my picture of the day. Wake up and believe that it will be a good dat. No matter how bad it turns out, tell yourself, good things come after the worst. 😘