Saturday, June 21

#210 - choices

It all bothers me so much whether the choices i made comes out right or wrong. But now, i guess, to me it is not about the wrong and right because every direction brought you life lesson. We definitely can't be right all the time isn't it. Sometimes, it might seem right but there might have other factors that make it goes wrong. If you think it is wrong, it's okay, just stand up and begin again or learnt from what you've been through. I am pretty sure wrong somehow means it is a tougher road to walk in, isn't it? The tougher roads are the one that make us grow stronger and taught us life lessons. Heartbreaks, definitely comes but don't let the heartbreak take over your whole emotions because when heartbreaks take over, you will start to be depress and give up on your choices which you should just stay strong and move on. Just cry all out, and let it go because heartbreak ain't gonna lead you anywhere.

Heads up, wider smile keep walking till you reach the end. If you think you can't do it alone, find someone who you can trust to share your journey and the one who will support you no matter how bad it will turn out to be. Find someone who can motivate you not those who kept telling you to give up. Who says walking in the journey while sharing it with someone is a coward? Journeys with a plus one are those journeys that brings joy along the way isn't it? If you are not sure about your choices, consult till you're satisfied. I am twenty-one this year and the amount of choices i've made are nothing compared to the one ahead of me.

Confession time : I actually didn't like it at all the choices i made to come to this university and also to take up what i am actually studying now. To be honest, i am actually struggling. I definitely struggle, what more with a less smarter brain i have with me. I can promised you, i really tried but sometimes things just don't go our way. But, look at me now, i am finally heading to my final year. What matters to me isn't the result, but how i've grew along the way, how these environment have opened up my mind to show me what's important and what's not. Who cared and who don't among those i've met along the way. This life in university definitely is an eye opening for me in many aspects which i never gotten before in life. I still may not be the best decision maker for my life, but i can definitely assure you how one choice have changed me from year 2011 till now. I may not be proud with the outcomes, but i am definitely proud of how much stronger i am walking through it.

So, to those of you who is reading this, i just want to tell you, to not give up on the road you're heading on, or feel depressed about the one you chose which you think it is wrong. Others may not believe in you, but me, right here believe and have faith in the journey you chose for yourself.

P.s : Unless you purposely chose the illegal way then i don't ill support you la. It is wrong ma. :)

I just hope this post somehow, or in some way it will motivate at least one person to not give up in the decisions they made.

Sincerely,
the one that care

Jan

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