Count my blessings

Phew, *wipes of sweat* Done with another mid term. One last one to go, then it is all out for presentations and finals. Dayum, i know how much ive been slacking but the fact that i cannot get my attention span long enough on what i am studying frustrates me. So, i have a reward system for myself. Two chapters, an episode to chill for a while. The thing is, today, i was left all alone at home and it was the best thing ever! I never fell in love with this place before but today was super good. I had a good nap, manage to drag myself up, started studying then cooked. A friend surprised me at my apartment. Today was really good because i had so much fun just doing things at my own pace, my own decision, no stress and things have been getting along so well! That's the reason why i wanted a room all to myself. I love this alone time i had but sadly it only lasted till 9pm because housemate came back. I cannot blame anyone at all because this is a public territory but i just want to tell you guys how much i love being all alone. 

All weeks stress and things just get messier 

I know i haven't working my ass off for myself and i am definitely not at the point of crying all out because i know i cannot go through stress. I only cry when i know i flunked a paper, therefore now with the time i have, i am definitely slowly getting myself into the momentum of fighting for my finals. I just want nobody to disturb my mind, nobody to get my stress level above what i already got, SO, all week till final would definitely be alone OR people who never stress me out. I know its hard but the determination in me says everything! I cannot wait for muh getaway. :* 

Ive started this little thing called 'Count my blessings' because i know how focused i am on things that weigh me down and things getting undone, ive thrown myself into pile of mud that no one is there to help me out. Today, i am starting to count my blessings a little by a little so i could focus more on my positivism that enables me to push harder than ever before. ALL FOR FINALS YAW! WOO! 

Before i end this, here's a picture of me and my new nerdy specs! :P

#countmyblessings : I am definitely blessed for the strength i had after struggles ive pulled through and i can't thanked my family and those who love me enough for their time and understanding. Especially those ive never noticed before who put in so much effort to make me smile every-single-day.