Of trust and faith

I miss blogging. I know i started with the joyful December which turns out to be a failure because i am so busy. Midterms, assignments, Major Project, classes, all the preparations. I am finally here, settling down after the most busiest week of the semester. Major Project ended. My crazy 3 papers in a week ended too. Now is left with one paper, loads of assignments and then HOME FOR CHRISTMAS. Sorry too excited! I really thought i couldn't manage the week and i was expecting myself to break down preparing for my papers after the project. It was tough paper after all. I was wrong. 

I don't want to rant about it how tough or how things went because then ill sound like i need to be sympathies. I really felt bad for ranting and i am limiting myself from ranting. I chose this and i must face it with strength and bravery. We are all humans and we all have errors. Don't blame anyone or yourself for it because no one in this world wants error. I would like to apologize from the bottom of my heart to anyone or anybody that i might have accidentally blamed and scolded in this really uncontrollable times of stress.  

I am just blessed that i am still standing strong smiling. All this time taught me one precious thing which is to trust in Him and Him alone. If it is the will that you have taken, it means He have the faith in you that you will be able to handle it. Saying goes, God don't give you more than what you can take. I always look down on my own ability but this time i decided to keep praying and try my best then leave the rest to Him. I definitely did slack at times because i am human but i was able to manage the times given and do what i am suppose to do. 

I cannot lie the final paper of the week did not go that well and i did slept during the paper, woke up in shock and realizing that i did my calculations wrongly. I was upset but i know i've tried. It's time to leave it all to Him and i do pray things will turn out better than i wish it will be. I trust in Him for He knows what i really have gone through. Enough of long winding post. I shall bid goodbye and come back soon! Thanks for reading it all the way! Here is some picture from Major Project that might be able to entertain you! <3 jan="" p="">