Day 8 - Thoughts

Double post in a day. Not really. It's video and now it's thought. I am supposed to be studying but.. *look away innocently*. I couldn't get myself concentrating in even a page so here i am. While i slack away checking out covers blogs and cabin crews recruitment, i got inspired by just a few things i came across. I read Bailey Jean's blog and got totally inspired by her latest post which i think encourages me to go all out on where i am heading. The things i am actually focusing on this year will definitely be change and strive.

Change is because i am working hard in improving myself inside out, head to toe because in this year i will definitely be experiencing a new step in life. It's only the matter of what month it will be (praying for it to be June). I need to get myself mentally prepared for what i will be facing from the society to transition of lifestyle. I can't wait but at the same time feeling so nervous because i it is definitely not going to be easy. There is where strive comes in.

Strive is because i know what i want to chase and i want it real bad. Before even heading for it, i already received countless of negative comments but none successfully got me second think on my dream job. It is definitely not easy with so many negativity surrounds you while all you actually want is support for what you love. Well, i told myself that i am not doing this for anyone else but me so, i am going to take the leftover chances i have to strive really hard for the things i want.

Therefore, change and strive! Let's fast forward already? :)

Jan