#292

Goood morning! Today is the 28th of March which is the day that have drown all my mood away. Let me start, the alarm rang at 7am and prepared for work. I thought i could go out at 8am but my mom have to rush to work and hospital appointment in Penang, so have to shoot off at 7.30am. More reasons and determination for me to learn driving because i can get really frustrated sometimes. 

Work was never not good ever since i came to pr and marketing department. The people never fail to entertain me and their love and joy can literally brighten up my day. Picture above taken while they were having meeting(secretly laugh). Half day and prepared to come home to nothing. Fine. I decided to just nap because was really excited to go out with one of the colleagues which later turns out plan fail. I cant blame her la because she got no transport. Again, make me feel like driving the car at home to fetch her. 

Dad kept on calling and calling like literally every hour? To make sure the housechores done and if i have dinner. Being really tired because i needed more sleep, i was very grumpy. Add on to the 44 degree of heat i could feel. Frustration started to pour over me. I thought dad will be home early since he called to asl bout dinner buy turn out mom have to work till late again. Not complaining or what but the work that takes up SO MUCH time of my mom have annoyed me at one point because i really cannot feel my quality time with her. Called a few people for dinner but got turn down till one of my aunt fianlly called. 

Did i not mention that i did not have my lunch because i thought i should just wait toll early dinner which later plan failed. So, by that time i was already hungry and having the boy to disappont me on our anniversary got me upset. I literally have no mood to talk to anyone because i just needed someone to be there right in front of me to spent some time with me. 

I feel that mom did not realize that i really needed the quality time i needed with her. So, after dinner i came home also all quiet and got scolded as 'being rude'. My mom thought i the evening plan that failed was the reason i was being that way which is not. I just dont want to explain because mom being mom she will say i am rude again. Well, i just stay in the kitchen and emo all alone. 

I guess i needed some alone time and to sleep. It all makes it better. So there goesmy day. I dont want to complain and i just blame all to myself for being like that. I just needed a place to spit it out and i could only find this place because my blog only accept it. :) i wish i have a dog. Nights. xx